miss childhood

me

@puncak. sister,mom,me,grandma<3

my birthday! mom,me& brother

party(?) lol w/friends

@Taman Safari Bogor w/sister (kita diliatin)

i want to be like them. complete family without any divisions. i want to be like them, have perfect happiness. i want to be like them, there is no load life. i'm tired of life. tired of the liver. i want to be a very smart girl. and i know i can. and i also knew i could not possibly be like that.. i want to be beside my father. in the arms of my father. but this was impossible. i know they are different religions. however, if they can not be the one right again? i miss my childhood. they were always there beside me. share a story together, play together, sing together, shop together. but now? not exist anymore..... all have become memories. i had already forgotten about the events of that time. all have passed since eight years ago. powerful god yes me to live this life without a father. i miss my childhood.....