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KITA KAN UDAH END!!!!!

KENAPA LO DATENG LAGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII?!??!?!?!

what will i do? silly

tomorrow exam, what i will do?

hello! seharusnya jam segini gue belajar untuk uts besok. tapi gara2 gue dilema/bimbang/galau gara2 jadwal uts ilang jadi.......NGGAK BELAJAR! horeeeee....horeee! kita seneng2 aja dulu, pasti nilai juga jeblok dan hancur berkeping keping tak karuan bahkan tidak terbilang *apasih*.ok gue sebenernya bingung mau cerita apa. masa alfy lagi sih bikin hati gue melow lagi. jangan dong! aku capek galau mulu. gak ada kabar. hubungan gajelas. gak ada romantis2 moment. aaaaah! ribet pacaran sama org luar. tapi itu nguji kita untuk sabar loh! tapi kalau kayak gue mah sabar nya sabar bgt kaya nunggu beli es sarang burung di bang tito.
dan tadi sore gue juga udah nge remove alfy hhahaha! abis males udah bosen juga gue lama2. bodo amat kalau dia add gue lagi ya.......gue confrim lg wkwkw apasih. dan temen2 gue pada heran, 'kenapa sih yas, kok lo demen bgt pacaran sama org luar?lo gak laku ya di negara sendiri?' whuzzzzzzz ini temen gue sedikit kurang ajar. nih ya gue jawab. kalau gue pacaran sama orang luar tuh cuma mainan doang, nggak dianggap celius. eh salah seyius. eh salah lagi kan mkasud nya serius! *abaikan* dan tapi kalau sama alfy itu beda. beda bgt......
tuhkan alfy lagi!!!!!!!!!!!!! lo sih ah!!!
nah terus orang indo tuh orang nya ngebosenin. paling tiap hari sms nya cuma 'udah makan belum?' 'lagi apa?' 'udah  mandi?' tiap hari gittttuuuuuuuuuu aja. wah lo banget tuh! :P *nyindir* *flashback*
tapi kalau sama org luar tuh beda nya luar biasa(?) romantis,lucu kalau lagi cemburu, lucu kalau lagi ngambek,lucu kalau dia minta dicium, lucu kalau ngasih emot tanda sedih. semua nya tuh lucu. gak kaya orang indonesia, cowoknya lebay2. *yang gue udah pacarin doang* gak di bales sms nya aja ampe ngirim 2kali 3kali. lah sabar kek ya, udah tau lagi sibuk masa harus bales sms lo mulu. malahan gue lagi pergi gabawa hape bisa sms 5 kali bahkan lebih. gue gatau entah dia sayang banget atau lebay gue gatau *ea* *cie*
tapi gue bingung milih cowok cuek atau cowok perhatian bgt. kalau cuek gue capek sendiri. nanti kaya si alfy. kalau perhatian bgt ya kaya si.....HAHHAHAHA shutup! ya itu dia. dia lebay tapi gue sedikit geli ihihihihi.
sekarang gue lg bingung, sebenernya dimana jadwal uts gue???????????????????????gue selipin di spp tapi dua duanya ilang juga. udah ah gue mau nyari2 dulu.  ba bai. eh si babai ah kan jadi inget. woi yas itu abay bukan babai. au ah byeeeeee!

abstrud

setiap hari aku selalu buka laptop hanya untuk menunggu chat dari mu. setiap pulang sekolah, bahkan sampai aku tidur aku selalu di depan laptop. jam 2pagi pun aku tetap di depan laptop hanya untuk berbicara dengan mu.  kamu terus berbohong terus dan terus. aku tau aku masih 14tahun. tapi aku juga mempunyai feelin' yang selalu tepat. aku tau kita beda negara, beda pulau dan beda kelamin. tapi please jangan genit disana, jangan selingkuh. kamu terus berjanji janji dan janji. tapi apa?mana janji mu?kamu terus berbohong. terus. terus dan terus. kenapa nama fb mu tidak di ganti menjadi alfylyn'tilldie? rasanya aku mau nangis didepan mu. bahkan aku sedang nangis disini sambil mengetik tulisan ini. apa kamu tau kalau aku lagi nangis?apa kamu peduli?peka dong fy. aku pengen putus lagi. tapi aku sayang sama kamu. aku baru kali ini bener bener sayang sama bule. biasa nya kalau aku pacaran sama bule itu tuh cuma mainan doang. tapi kenapa aku nggak bisa mainin kamu?kenapa aku begitu serius dengan hubungan yang nggak jelas ini?WHUSSSSSSSSSSSSH!

aku harap kamu kayak dulu lagi. dan mungkin kamu udah bosen sama aku. ya itu terserah kamu. kalau kamu mau putusin aku gapapa kok. gapapa fy. gapapa,

i, you, we are, sorry, thankyou, and if.....

i.......
i love you.
i love every little thing about you.
i love your cute smile, your magical eyes, and the sound of your voice.
i can't stop thinking about you when we are apart.
i need you by my side.
i love each and every moment i share with you.
i never thought that i would ever meet someone as special as you.












you........
you complete me.
you mean the world to me.
you are the best thing that has ever happened to me.
you are the one i've always wished for.
you are breath make the dessert feels windy
you are eyes light up the dark night sky
you are smile heals the world











we are........
we are like a brother and sister
we are like a idiot couple
we are too far
we are childish
we are selfish
we are poor couple
we are like a selena gomez and justin bieber! xx -_-










sorry......
sorry, sometimes i get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than i could.
sorry, sometimes i flirt with other guy
sorry, sometimes i often made you mad or bored.
sorry, i am too ugly for you.

thankyou....
thankyou for love me, and make me laughin'. i love you sooo much much much muaaaaaccccccch(?)













if......
if we are brokeup. what i will do? cryn'? smilen'?  laughin'? or......died?

puitis, random, sok galau.

i....

i was happy when u chat me on facebook......

i.....

i was sad when ur video around with ur friend </3! kesel sama 2 cewe yang di fb dia. pcr gue yang genit apa 2org cewe itu yang genit. dia video chat around mulu lwt fb. gue aja blm pernah video call :'( *who cares?* 

:(

:')

i........

i was cryn' when no news from u or ur not message me on fb.and u know? it sucks when i just don't know whats happening with u. hm ini kata yang paling lebay. gue gapernah nangis sih alhamdulillah. tapi ya 'hampir' nangis. beda kan ya?hihi abis kesel pernah seminggu ngga ada kabar, eh gue udh dkt sm bule lain. tiba tiba dia dateng lagi. dateng pergi seenaknya. aku capek tau sama yang gajelas! lby-.-

i was upset when u lyn' to me or not:/ susah kalau nge tes bule bohong atau bener. kalau di indonesia kan pake demi allah. lah dia? waktu itu gue stalkin fb nya, eh dia ternyata video cam sm cewe. gmn gak cemburu coba! trs gue tanya: 'who's kayla lynn heiser?' dia jwb: friend. gue jwb: k. eh dia jwb 

'Baby ur my gf I dont want to loss u and please I dont belev on cheatingk i want, wherever i was' gue percaya gak percaya. rasanya pengen gue jwb: 'demi apa?' tapi mana mungkin. mending dia ngerti. kalau gue jwb kayak gitu. dia bisa nanya nanya terus. what mean 'demi apa' ? what mean 'demi apa?' tambah rumit urusannya. dan dia org nya penasaran. dan gue cuma jwb 'k, i belive it' eew padahal mah masih keganjel di hati. dia tuh banyak temen cewek nya. gatau temen gatau apa. mentang-mentang ganteng kadang suka sombong itu bule. gue panggil ugly aja dia bls nya 'wow!!!!! i am ugly now!!!! i am not baby girl' maksudnya apa coba? huh?

ini cerita masa ldr ku. apa cerita ldr mu?

bye austen....

ini dia....jengjengjeng!

hello! huheuheu austen jahat. dia ngilang gitu aja!!!!!!!!! nggak online fb/twitter&skype. padahal kangen. kangen banget.... gue juga dari awal udah tau sih resiko ldr kayak gini haha. tapi ngga sedih kok. malah seneng. soalnya.........udh dapet yang baru lagi wkwkwkwkkwkwk namanya.....alfy. tebak cewek apa cowok?haha itu cowok dari california. uum, dia nggak kalah ganteng nya loh dari austen hoho. pokok nya ganteng deh hehe. wohohoooo hari ini seneng! seneng bgt hehe<3

miss childhood

me

@puncak. sister,mom,me,grandma<3

my birthday! mom,me& brother

party(?) lol w/friends

@Taman Safari Bogor w/sister (kita diliatin)

i want to be like them. complete family without any divisions. i want to be like them, have perfect happiness. i want to be like them, there is no load life. i'm tired of life. tired of the liver. i want to be a very smart girl. and i know i can. and i also knew i could not possibly be like that.. i want to be beside my father. in the arms of my father. but this was impossible. i know they are different religions. however, if they can not be the one right again? i miss my childhood. they were always there beside me. share a story together, play together, sing together, shop together. but now? not exist anymore..... all have become memories. i had already forgotten about the events of that time. all have passed since eight years ago. powerful god yes me to live this life without a father. i miss my childhood.....

LMAO

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA wkwkwkkwkwkwkwkkwwkkw!!!!!!!! akhirnya dan akhirnya....he's mine! LMAO! wkwkwkwk gak nyanga akhirnya setelah pdkt berminggu minggu. akuhirnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa di tembak juga wkwkkwkwkwkwkwkwk ah entah ini gue kegirangan sendiri. gue ketawa2 ini sambil ngetik. bcs...............SENENG BANGET! aaaaaaa gue..........................................gue...............pcrn!!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHA nama nya austin org australia. tapi kalau gue dpt bule kaya dia tuh benr2 seneng!!!!!!!! banget malah HAHAHA iiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh aaaaaaaa uuuuuuu dia romantis loh *ciaciacia* pokoknya he's mine! not u **** :p  aaaaaaaah coba lo org autrali belasteran indo. mungkin kita bisa ketemu terus nongkri2 di jco! aaaah dia tuh ganteng bgt!!!!!!! kaya.......kaya emo wkwkw alay tapi-....- gue malu kalo pasang relationship soalnya.....nama fb nya alay! aah kenapa seperti itu?pdhl dia bule. knp dia bisa alay? bule juga bisa alay *nyanyi* ah pokokne i am happppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 20/05/201 jam......00:25 wwkwkwkwkkwkw aaaaah love ya love ya!!!!!!!!

gajelas

gue kesepian........kesepian bgt....entah karena jomblo atau apa pokoknya kesepian......kalau kaya gini gue pengen ganti usrnm twitter jadi @iassedangterpuruk. gue pengen punya pcr org indo. terakhir gue pcrn sm org indo.......tgl.....brp ya gue lupa sangking lama nya gue lupa. tp gue msh inget siapa yg gue pacarin.mau tau org nya?kasih tau ga ya.......nih gue post fotonya. gue taro deh diatas tulis ini. hahahahaa gimana menurut kalian?itu namanya revi.haha dia baru nge post foto ini loh di fb *guebukanngestalkfbnyaloh* ini tuh langsung ada di home fb gue haha. tapi dia itu jht...jht bgt......dan gue itu bodohbgt.....dia yang minta pacaran eh dia yg minta putus. mksd nya apa?*krik* tapi pas itu 2hari/3hari dia minta balik gt. tapi pas dia putusin gue jam 6sore kayanya. eh jam 8mlm udh dpt lg! org indonesia malah wkwkwkw!!!! keren kan?gue jg gatau kok bisa. biasanya gue nunggu brp minggu dulu. eh ini cuma beberapa jam wkwkwkwkkwkw apasih. tapi emang bener! percaya atau tidak itu terserah kalian :p tapi knp jd ngomongin dia?kenapa?apa karna gue kgn?maaf sedikit lebay. bye!

miss ya all

mutiah cantik ya:))

crezi

w/mutiah&gita.

mutiah kiri,gue kanan.

kita!

rizka,gita&gue.

nak gauullllll.

rizka&gue.

rizka,gita&gue.

rizka,gita,mutiah,gue.

dulu kita sering main, bercanda, foto2, tidur bareng. sekarang????? gatau deh.. gue sedikit nyesel nggak maafin lo mut. tapi kalau lo minta maaf lg pasti gue maafin kok hoho. pokoknya gue kgn bgtbgtbgttttt sm lo. inget nggak foto yang diatas?hehee itu pas gue nginep dirumah lo mut. gue jg kgn kok sama gita,mama lo dan hanun(?)-_- dan yang pasti gue marah gara gara lo tuh curang-.- giliran gue minta tolong lo gak bantuin. tapi giliran lo nyuruh gue suruh towl ngasih kabar akhirnya gue lgsng chat dia. dan akhirnya lo sm dia inbox2an lg kaan?dan lo jg mau Sma. gue nanti naik kelas 9 mungkin jg kangen nya lebih2 dari ini. gue pengen kaya dulu bisa main sm rizka juga. tapi ya udah terlanjur hoho bye mutiah! mudah22an kita Sma satu sekolah lg ya. eh iya gue harap lo baca xixixi :p

upset lol

Feeling suppressed and angry

Or dissatisfied

When i reach out

To others

That are unavailable

I am  able to express my self

What have i wasted my time here doing

I am incapable

Of meeting my own needs

Of creating my own happiness

I feel let down 

My Confession
Apa yang kamu pikirkan jika ada junior yang suka sama seniornya? Dan tentu junior itu adalah seorang wanita dan seniornya seorang lelaki. Setiap junior itu bertemu, ya kalo lagi gak beruntung paling cuma liat dari kejauhan, sliwer gitu lalu gak lama kemudian si junior jerit-jerit gak karuan dan pamer ke temen cewe curhatannya bahwa ia baru saja mendapat pencerahan. Jerk. Gak tau kenapa gue dari dulu kurang suka sama yang begituan. Kesannya kayak si junior itu loosing hope dan saking loosing hope-nya dia menjadi gila lalu lama kelamaan menjadi annoying uh….so sinetron….sinetron abis...
. Mungkin hal ini yang mendasari gue pas itu berpendapat bahwa orang yang menyukai seniornya itu adalah uhm…yap jerk and disturbing *sorry*.

Ngomong-ngomong, suka sama mengagumi itu beda kan? Then………. I must confess. I’M NOW ADMIRING MY SENIOR~ *keselek* p.s: just admiring. so, I am a jerk.

love.....is........blablabla

Memories of first love is, love is the second lesson, and so love is a purpose for life without love is like food without salt. Be on guard for love that was given was the best that he continue to bloom and fragrance throughout the season.Disappointed love does not mean that the world has ended. A bright future based on past that has been forgotten. You can not go very well in your life until you forget you are a failure and a sense of disappointment.It takes only a minute to interpret a person, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.Life without love like food without salt. Therefore, the chase of love as you pursue your time and if you've got the love, keep it the way you take care of yourself. Real love is the gift of God Almighty.Love the person whom you love it sekedranya, maybe he'll become the person you hate in one day. Also hate the person who you hate it modest, perhaps he would be the one you love in one day.Love is not cheap and common words are spoken from the mouth but the mouth of God's gift of love is a beautiful and sacred if people can assess purity.Sex is easy, to love it too easy. But to be loved by our loved ones that are difficult to obtain.If the presence of love just to disappoint, it's better that love was never present.True love is not blind. Love is something that is pure, noble and necessary. Love is blind is when you master it without any consideration.Name if it is not sea water was not choppy, not love his name if the feelings are never hurt, not lover her name if her heart has never felt longing and jealousy.Love is not of words but of the plume given the desire of the liver is needed. The crying is also not a cure for love because he does not understand the journey of conscience.Pursue goals before love, if the achievement of the ideals of love itself then it will be present.Love will often run away when we seek, but love nevertheless often let go when he approached.Love that is associated with self-interest will turn into despair.Love can be seen from the holy sacrifice of a person, not of mere administration.Ibaratkalah losing love is like a jewel in the loss of the ring is not bordered the ocean and should be forgotten.Love is not always with a mate, but always with love mate.Said the poet; Love is located in the heart, though hidden, but obvious vibration. He was able to influence and control the minds of our actions so that we sometimes do the stupidest things without us knowing it.Love begins with a smile, a hug tuumbuh and often ends in tears.Do not you cry for separation and the failure of love, because essentially it is not in the hands of a human mate. God's mercy on you and he met, and the overflow of His love nevertheless you and he were separated with a hidden wisdom. Have you ever thought that his greatness?Love is not promising a peaceful household safe, but the acceptance and responsibility are the main principles of domestic happiness. Love is only a feeling of beauty, love will be the responsibility of an exchange terbinanya a household.Giving all your love to someone is no guarantee he will return your love, do not expect love in return, just wait for it to grow dihatinya, but if not, be content it grew dihatimu.Love is not from the words, but given the desire of a lump of the liver is needed.Love blooms easier hearts being torn down, this love is love is expecting pity, therefore, when quiet had been extinct, the love also will participate normally fly.Love ... the power of the storm if the menggerakkanku Why I became a better and stronger And more confident in life when the storm hit I do not understand and now I become more loving yourself from anything in nature.Since first I saw thee, the most profound thing I feel is the honesty, intelligence and warmth you. now, even at only a thousand times deeper and more tender.I loved you before we close, Since first I saw thee. I know this is destiny. We'll always be together ... And nothing will separate usTrue love is to let those you love to be himself and not turn it into a picture that you want. If not, you love only the reflection of ourselves that you find within himself.True love is not blind. Love is something that is pure, noble and necessary. love is blind is when you master it without any consideration.Possibilities of what you care about or love evil stored therein and the possibility of what you hate the good stored therein.Love the treasure that is miserly, mean girls love nature, love of self that is wise, love of death that is life and love of God means to piety.throw a man happy in love into the sea, surely he would bring a fish.Throw is also a failure in bread making love to the barn, he would surely die of hunger.If you can speak in any language of man and nature, but do not have feelings of love and compassion, you can not change that resonates like a gong or cymbals just a gemericing.Love is eternal ... and memories are the best thing he ever had.Anyone clever to live in love, but no one good judge of love because love is not an object that can be seen by the naked eye, the opposite of love can only be felt through the heart and feelings.Love can soften iron, stone, raised the dead and breathed life into him and make the slave leader. This is the enormity of love.Name if it is not sea water was not choppy, not love his name if the feelings are never hurt, not lover her name if her heart has never felt longing and jealousy.love is not of words but of the plume given the desire of the liver is needed. the crying is also not a cure for love because he does not understand the journey of conscience.love will often run away when we seek, but love nevertheless often let go when he approached.If you want to love or to have a girl's heart, such as editing ibaratkanlah a red rose. Sometimes you could smell the roses, but sometimes you can feel the rose thorn prick the finger.the sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means to you, only to find that in the end becomes meaningless, and you have to let go.Sometimes you do not appreciate people who love you all my heart, so you lose it. At that time, nothing to regret because it goes without saying anymore.love the person on the basis of who he is now and not who he was before. the story of the past do not need to be referred to again, would you really love him wholeheartedly.Be careful with love, because love can also make healthy people sick, fat people become thin, normal people become crazy, the rich become poor, the king becomes a slave, if his love was welcomed by lovers of FALSE.

memories class 1 jhs

entah tulisan ini masih ada di notepad notebook gue. mau tau ceritanya?ok gue posting disini deh.....cekidot!

---->firman udah gak di mts lagi!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tapi gue ga terlalu

sedih bgt ahaha lagian gue juga udah nyadar kok. pasti dia gak bakal guedapetin.........

lagi juga dia alay wkwk m a l e s jadinaahhh._. terakhir gue ketemu kapan yaaaa... hmm udah lama! mungkin bulan maret terakhir ketemu, apa

mei deh--"

sebenernya dari hati paling dalam nih ya agak kangen sedikit....... sedikit loh!

hahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

sekarang kelas sembilan udah gak ada uhuhu cepi nah cekalang._______. biasanya kan

istirahat di kantin rame bgt. sekarang?????masih rame sih, tapi ya gak seru aja kalo

gak ada kelas sembilan apalagi si...........HAHAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAA

biasanya istirahat ada dia lagi jajan, gue juga ikutikutan jajaaan uuw._.

terus abis jajan dia nongkrong di pinggir lapangan deket tanem-taneman haha.gue cuma bisa

liat/lewat doang. gak bisa join!!!!!

bel udah bunyi siswasiswi pada masuk kekelas, eh gue masih berdiri aja dikelas nungguin

si f lewat sama gerombolannya! HAHAHAHAHA-____-

sampe kelasnya dia gue liatin tuh! perhatian kan gue sama lo?! tapi kenapa lo gak nyadar

ada ade kelas lo yang suka sama lo!!!!!!!!!! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA?! (sabaryassabar)

lo ke kamar mandi gue tau, lo cuci muka gue tau. semua tentang lo apasih yang gak tau!!!

hari apa ya gue gatau tapi lo gue masih inget seragam putih biru entah hari senin/selasa

gue pernah liat lo bawa pel an dari atas sampe bawah terus ke atas lagi.. disitu gue ketawa

tawa sama temen22 hahaa (muphyah) terus ada temen gue yang teriak22 gak jelas dia bilang ke

looo!!!! --->> "ka firman ias suka sama kaka" kaaaaa ada yang suka sama kaka"

egila disitu gue langsung ke dalem kelas-_- MALUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!

dia cuma ngangguk ngangguk aja kalo gak salah dia bilang "iya" deh apatau deh lupa!

dalem hati si 'yahelah kenapa gak mintain nomer gue gitu lewat temen22 gue-__-'*down

sekarang udah gak ada lagi. elo nya udah minggat dari mts-_- yudadababaycayang~~

blablablablaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..................... 

pengganti firman sekarang siapa ya di mts--" mungkin si................. HAHAHA

mau tau? rahasia! rahasia mah gak boleh dikasih tau......................hehee

pokoknya kelas 7 di bawah ganteng tinggi tapi namanya gabangetheeeeee........

tapi tetep aja ganteng;3 orang gue suka pas pertama kali mos di mts :D awawawaaaww

orangnya ganteng, tinggi, gak sombong , tapi namanya gak enak di denger-_- tapi jalan nya juga

agak kaya bencong huhu.

tapi tetep suka doong aihihihhihihihiiiiiiiiiii

introduction my self

hey everyone! huaa ini blog baru loh. yang lama.....tenggelam! entah karena apa gue pun nggak ngerti. dan.....i wanna introduction again-.- so, this is my face! um what do u think?haAhaA! dont be scared bro! we r fellow a human lol